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i cant do anything about it. wish i could. its no ones fault. i just have to wait. but im very impatient and ive done my job. when will i get blessed with such a reward? im not asking or begging or pleading for one... im just waiting on a miracle.

i dont like life right now. the whole world can bust a fucking nut through my head. peace

summer.

fuckk i dont know why i dont post anything in big time gaps. but w/e. i went to the beach 2 times in a week, ALMOST 3(sorry joan haha). went to one bboy event -_- BREAKFEST. they were unorganized and lost the original list so we had to re-register and they lost the list so we had to battle at like 11:45. that was only prelims too. well its all good we battled against like a mentor crew, militia, they teamed up with battle snakes. my crew teamed up with chosen few. they are a hella tight bunch of people and always seem like a fun group to be with so im happy i went, but disappointed about the whole jam itself. i got a 24 pass! haha. made some newer friends? lol oovoo wont let me invite people anymore. so you have to call me africastuna and i cant let peeople in the conversation im in. cal poly orientation!! in august =/. someone hacked my email and deleted all my emails especially all my calpoly info. like the username and password shit. the password was so weird i couldnt memorize it and i got lazy to write it down. NOW that i got it fixed, im orientating august. I STILL DONT HAVE A CAR -_- its been like months since i got my license and i was happy about it. my sister is lagging this shit on buying her own car. damn everyone gets their chance and still i sit patiently. i feel bad for people giving me rides and for people who call me up to chill but i cant do shit about it unless i tell a friend if they wanna go there with me. yea i know shady =/. haha i went to an obey sale which drained my wallet. now i need a job. OMGPOP has saved my boring nights. and so did playstation 1. haha i knew i was gonna lose contact with some friends after grad... but wtff you know my number and i probably know yours. lets plan something out. alright shit lets hope the second half of my summer goes well :)